I feel very fucked up now actually, though not as much as I thought it would be. Seems that people are starting to bastard me all around. I might be paranoid, but I think it is true. Kept on hearing things I didn't expect to hear. Surely being backstabbed hurts more than how I feel? But somehow I think that it is because i am used to it soo much. It was a waste. To know some friends do such a thing hurts me deeply. Heh, maybe the saying was right. ''Keep our friends close, and our enemies closer''. Sucks to have wasted another friendship. Paranioa is a worse fear for those who got hurt. Sometimes, things like this just couldn't be changed. Haish...

Well, I doubt I could write anymore. I will be trying my best to blog in every 2 days. And the Cbox is starting to be a bad idea, since people are wasting their time with putting spams. So might be a change there. Until then, goodbye folks!

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